This is the Monday after my daughter’s wedding. The wedding day was March 11th. A master number and big angel and spiritual awakening
number, so a powerful day for a wedding. Weddings are emotional
times for families. The timing of this
particular wedding was right after a total solar eclipse and a new moon with a lunar
eclipse coming up nine days later. Therefore,
for me personally the emotions that surfaced were amplified a thousand
fold. As we are told over and over
again, this is “all good.” Our souls
came here to learn and experience, which is great, but it is tough enough in a
physical body to work through it all, at times. Time out for a while, nurturing and looking after ourselves, letting go
of self-judgement, criticism and fear will recharge the batteries and off we go
again!! Onwards and Upwards we go!
I have six children – five boys and one girl. What an amazing bunch of human beings. They love life, have loads of fun and at the
same time are able to deal with their ups and downs in a grounded, no-nonsense
way with both parents as back-up when needed.
I am not sure how much of their growth I have influenced but I will say
, “it’s in the genes” rings true.
I have been working on a lot of the negativity and lower emotions that has come down through my paternal family line. For now that is all I have been shown, so of course, there are many other ancestral scripts at play that my children and extended family are working on I am sure. I am delighted to see the negativity clearing and bringing forth
the bright light of positivity, laughter and fun. Our ancestors lived their lives as best they
could in the times they chose to incarnate.
We are all living our lives as
best we can - learning, teaching and
working through the steps to what we came on Earth to fulfill. We are letting go of the fear and “what will
the people think” mentality, slowly but surely.
We are tying up loose ends that our ancestors left undone. It is both an emotional and an exciting
task. It is good to know this, it helps to know that there is a bigger purpose to what we see playing out on this physical plane. Most people don't know this yet, but over time they will find their teachers and uncover some of their reasons for being on Earth, which is a very exciting thought indeed.
For those of you who have children, never underestimate
yourselves. The first part of your soul’s
contract is to bring life to these souls.
How else would they get onto Earth?? They chose their parents too before
incarnating – believe it or not!!
I always recommend a book called Spirit Babies by Walter Makichen
when I speak about children and soul contracts.
He was a therapist and his gift expanded to being able to see the
children who were to be born to parents and communicate with them, receiving
insight into why they weren’t on earth yet and what information was needed before
they arrived. It is well worth a read especially if you have
had a miscarriage, an abortion, are trying to conceive or simply want to bring
a child into the best energy for them and you.
Different families have different soul contracts of
course. I am sure all of us who are here
on earth at the moment are first of all healing ancestral legacies and clearing
the old mind-sets. Some, like myself,
are consciously working their way through this.
Most are working through it being guided by their higher selves but not
consciously knowing that it is a path they agreed to walk. Our children have come on earth to help us
with this too. It is fascinating to
watch it unfold. It is also humbling and
awesome, (meaning that I am always in awe of the bigger picture). It brings huge feelings of gratitude and love
for all of these souls in my soul group and our contracts together.
How long does this ancestral healing take? I really don’t know. Is there a time to call a halt and tell the
ancestors “I’ve done all that I can”? I have
done that many times and they have told me “it is done, Mary”. Of course, from their level, “it is done”
because there is no time where they are but, to me, there is more to do. I have a driving urge to continue, to have
more of my questions answered. I think just to know this, is enough, at this time, living each day to the best of our ability,
sifting and sorting through what surfaces as we move forward. There is
no reason to push ourselves forcefully forward with it anymore. I have done this in the past and have
achieved a lot. I do know I had to fast track with it, to be doing what I do today, but I know that I now just have to go with the flow not pushing
forward and digging deeper and deeper into their past.
So I guess what they say is correct – it is
done!! I know, personally, it is time
for me to have some fun!! I love doing
what I do, it excites me and I have fun seeing the paths unfold, but we must
also remember that we are physical beings and laughter, get-togethers and
enjoyment is also part of our journey. Balance
is key.
I started off writing above about the timing of my daughter’s
wedding. In 1988 I attended my brother
in law’s wedding in March too. It was on
12th. I was around 11 weeks
pregnant (there’s that number again!!).
We had a great day at the wedding and danced a lot. As far as I can remember, it was on the
Monday night/Tuesday morning after the wedding which would have been 15th
that I started to miscarry. It was very
frightening. Off to the hospital we went
where they told me that they thought I had had a full miscarriage by my
description of what had happened at home before arriving at the hospital. Thankfully before following up with any of
their recommended procedures the lady doctor decided to do a scan. It was a full view scan of the womb and she
was stunned at what she saw. “What is
that?” she asked me. I said “well, it
looks like a baby.” There he was floating
around, with arms and legs in my womb, not having gone anywhere!!! I could feel
this gush of love flowing through me and a determination to bring this child
into the world even though, to be quite honest, I hadn’t been impressed to be
pregnant again so soon. My first son was
just 3 and my daughter wasn’t a year old yet.
So it was bed rest for a week in the hospital and my son was born in
Sept 1988. He is now married to a lovely
girl and they are growing together and sharing their gifts for their mutual
benefits and that of the world at large and are living in USA.
The days and dates are the same this year (2016) as in
1988. That is, the 11th was
on a Friday in both years. I have
learned since that I did actually miscarry a little girl on that morning, 15th
March 1988. This date happens to be the
birthday of a very important soul in the bigger picture of my ancestral
healing, my past lives and twin flame path.
Nothing goes amiss, no stone is left unturned and there are no
coincidences!
My daughter arrived in a dream one night a few years
ago. It took me a while to understand
who she was but when the penny dropped I was in awe once again at how our
messages arrive. So I had a clear
picture of her in my mind. A few months
later, I was gobsmacked when I turned the page of a Doreen Virtue calendar and
there she was!!! It took me back a bit but when I got to grips with it, I understood
that she is helping us from where she is now and is our angel. It was her way of showing us in a physical,
gentle way that she is around us. I am
sure she has more to say to us or to help us with, so I am looking forward to
connecting with her in whatever way it unfolds.
In February of this year (2016), a cousin arrived home from
Canada for a visit. She gifted me with a
diary that she hadn’t used. There were
angel messages in it so she knew I would like it. Once again my jaw fell open. There was the girl from the calendar on the
front cover of this diary. My daughter works like my paternal grandmother – she doesn’t pop up often, but when she does,
it is profound!! Lots of conversations and emotions surfaced during that visit,
so my daughter in spirit was showing me that she was with me.
Another unreal happening during those days
was that Mary Magdalene showed her presence through a statue of herself in a hotel
of all places – the Greville Arms in Mullingar. I love Mary Magdalene and Jesus
of course, the truest of twin flames. I have to go in and take some pictures the
next time I am there. It was all so
unbelievably spiritual in the midst of living this physical life and feeling
deep emotions. I am indeed very grateful
that they find all of these ways to show me that they are around me.
Lastly, I received a little pressie from one of my sons last
night. Here is a picture of it and it meant
so much to me. Firstly that he actually
saw it in a shop. It is so small. Secondly that he knew I would like it and thirdly
that he acknowledged my spiritual work
in this way. I have received
angel gifts from my children over the years but somehow this one was
different. I hadn’t seen this son in a
while and with time differences and work we didn’t interact much over the
internet. So this is very special and
the back of the medal/coin is as significant as the front. I truly am blessed and grateful.
On that note I will finish for now. I hope
to be writing more often and to finish at least one of my books over the next
few months. Writing is something that I cannot
force. I have to wait until it is
flowing even though advice from other authors is to put the head down and force
through the writing block!! I will
indeed remember my latest quote on the blog before this one – “Gratefully
accept any teaching that comes your way. Take what resonates with you and leave
the rest, in the full knowledge that at a later date, if and when you need what
you left behind, it will be brought to you again through your thoughts or by a
different teacher. Nothing goes amiss.
Mary Keena Donnellan.
I may tidy that quote up and then again I may not. The sentences are very long but that is what
flowed on the day and I felt that I had to write it as it came. I may one day realise that those teachers are
indeed correct, but I prefer to remember Dr Wayne Dyer’s journey. He said that it was as if a Higher Force was
flowing through him onto the page, it just flowed! Wayne’s writings and videos stir great love
within me, for this journey, for the rewards and for the difference we all make
to this world, whether quietly or putting ourselves out there more!
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See you next time xxx
Lovely Mary, thanks for sharing all this with us....this eclipse is a powerful time for sure, not a point in time we will ever forget ...xx
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